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"She seemed to come suddenly upon happiness as if she had surprised a butterfly in the Winter woods"
(edith wharton)


Friday, 19 February 2010

not good news week..

today I received a phone call from my Dr. I have a suspicious lump. the C letter has marked me again. to tell the truth I am in shock and numb. Next week I have an appt with a top breast specialist connected to the Breast Cancer institute of NSW to see what treatment I will need to have. They have not said it is cancer but they have suggested it could be. like I said I am in total shock and I am scared. what does one do when this happens again? how do I stop my mind from galloping away? trying to think positive but all I want to do right now is lie on Earth and cry my heart out. please, please hold my hand. be there for me.

18 comments:

Debra She Who Seeks said...

Sending healing thoughts and prayers that everything will yet be all right. Be it so!

Leanne said...

Oh honey! (((HUGS)))

I am greatful you are going next week & have a good doctor.

Sending you lots of love & healing.

Love Leanne XXXXX

Moncha said...

You just do all those things, cry, shout, get it out and try to get out of that stronger, because you have to fight, stay on top of it. I know it's easy to say this, but I know people who do, and live with it every day. First let all of the frustration and anger out, so you have a clean slate to begin the fight !!!!!
I am thinking of you, be sure of that !!!!!
Lots of love and hugs !!

Serena said...

I sent you an email but know I am holding you in the Light and keeping you in my prayers...hoping everything will be okay...xo

Linda said...

I'm holding your hand Robyn, very very tightly. Prayers are being sent, thoughts are being sent and lastly love is being sent♥ I know you must get very tired of being so strong and so brave but with the love and support of all your family, friends and blogging family we will hold you close in our hearts and our prayers will be heard. Love Linda xoxo

spirit said...

Positive prayers and healing thoughts are whizzing across the ocean right now to you Robyn xx

terri said...

Sending good thoughts and prayers your way. May all be well and all manner of things be well~XOXO

p.s. I saw on "quickview" that I had an e-mail from you, but I can't get my yahoo e-mail page to open the e-mails! There's always Facebook msgs if you need to contact me while I'm trying to get it resolved. Hugs!

mxtodis123 said...

My thoughts and my prayers are with you. Sending healing thoughts your way.
Mary

Imogen said...

Strongest thoughts and prayers for you.

Leanne said...

I am squeezing your hand tightly robyn, can you feel it? close your eyes, you will...
healing being sent, my friend. x

remember your inner strength, Robyn, you are a force of Nature, and you are strong..

blessings leanne x

Beatnheart said...

Darling Angel, Hold your hand on your beautiful breast..tell her that you love her and that she is healthy,resilent ,strong...I take in and give out nourishment in perfect balance...I am free to be me..I release the old and joyous welcome the new...I breathe in life fully....Don't give in,you can and will be victorious!!! light and love from Long Beach, California.

Beatnheart said...

Darling Angel, Hold your hand on your beautiful breast..tell her that you love her and that she is healthy resilient and strong ...I take in and give out nourishment in perfect balance...I am free to be me..I release the old and joyous welcome the new...I breathe in life fully....Don't give in,you can and will be victorious!!! light and love from Long Beach, California.

Janet said...

I'm holding your hand and sending nothing but good thoughts. And extra big hugs.

Pam said...

Hope you received the email Robyn. All the very best with this.Here for you and wishing and willing all to be well.xxx

gemma said...

What? Prayers and candles. I will make a prayer flag for you. Should I hang it here in the breeze or send it to you? All will be well.
Love to you dearest Robyn

Searching For My Willoughby said...

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

~Sheila~ said...

Thinking of you and sending you the very best Rob..!
Whatever it is, it has been caught early and you have good doctors.
Think positive thoughts.
I keep you in my prayers.
BTW..my new camera is a small one for my purse. My other is just too big to carry around everyday. The new one is a Canon SX120IS.
big hugs
xox

laoi gaul~williams said...

you know i am thinking of your robyn
xoxoxoox