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"She seemed to come suddenly upon happiness as if she had surprised a butterfly in the Winter woods"
(edith wharton)


Wednesday, 25 June 2008

being quiet

It may seem that I have been silent the past few days... I have my yearly cancer checkup looming.. this Friday and the usual is happening... I withdraw... oh, I know it is now 7 years on but the silly emotions still rear their ugly head each time a checkup looms.......i have tried to visit blogs but I cannot settle, I try to make up some witty comment, but my mind wanders...... so I am snuggling, creating a little art, doing my daily housework. I had a pedicure today and my toenails painted bright coral........ after my checkup, we are off to the Gypsy caravan for the weekend, so if I don't get by your blog... don't think I have forgotten you cause I haven't ... I will be by next week sometime.

this time last year: 2007

28 comments:

Peggy said...

Sending positive thoughts your way. Have a wonderful weekend.

Ruth said...

I will send you some good vibes on Friday. Enjoy the weekend!

sorrow11 said...

Blessed be

smilnsigh said...

I understand, Dear. Do as feels best. Don't worry about blogging. We have to be gentle with ourselves first. Otherwise, we have nothing to give with.

And best wishes for a wonderful checkup result.

Gentle hugs,
Mari-Nanci
'Smilnsigh' blog

Lola Enchanted said...

That would put me in a very depressed mood as well~ I just hope your okay!!!!!!! Your such a sweet lady with a heart full of gold! We need you here!!!!!!!

A gypsy caravan sounds just lovely!!!
I really hope you enjoy yourself!

Take care beauty!

Sacred Suzie said...

I'm finding myself in a similar space Robyn, must be the waning moon. I'm so emotional lately too! All the best for you and your appointment. I'm thinking of you.

Island Girl Spirit said...

You're in my thoughts and prayers!
I panic every year when I have my pap and mammogram and I haven't had cancer . . . yet.
My Dad is a survivor of lung cancer.
Enjoy your week-end! Blessings, Kel

Joyce Ellen Davis said...

I am so sorry you have lost your friend. I lost my friend Nila this month, and I do miss her. I wrote about her, too.

My father's family all came from Cornwall. Apparently we are related to an old king who got drunk one night and set fire to the cornfields and burned them all. Nobody liked him after that. Hm. I wonder why. My ancestors went from being kings to working in the salt mines.

When did I meet you before? With such a beautiful blog how could I have forgotten (unless I didn't know how to bookmark at that time).
I still don't know much, but I am smarter than I was!

Hope your health is good! Stay well, and visit me any time.

Jo said...

Enjoy your weekend, Ihope everything goes ok :-)

Ancestral Celt said...

I'm sure all will be fine at your check-up. Have a great time at the caravan.

Moonroot said...

Wish I could invite you over for a cup of tea and a natter to take your mind off things.
Thinking of you and sending a virtual hug!

Tina said...

I know this feeling too good! For me it wasn’t malign but just at the edge of it, so (especially) before checkups there is always this uncertanty…
Hope you'll have a great weekend!

Ninnie said...

Good luck with the check up. Keeping good thoughts for you. Love that baby grandson you have he is ssssssssssssssso cute. Love Hugs and Blessings

Annie said...

Best wishes Robyn and be safe. Annie

Nydia said...

Withdrawing is sometimes so necessary... It's like purifying. I hope from heart that everything goes well with your check-up, Robyn. And may you have a good time and be back soon!
Kisses from Nydia.

peppylady said...

I'll say a morning prayer for you.

Rowan said...

Hope all is well today, I can understand your anxiety, I should feel the same way. Have a lovely weekend at the caravan, you'll be able to relax and enjoy it once the checkup is behind you.

amelia said...

I can so understand how you feel and it's not a nice feeling. I'm hoping all will be well. I'm sure it will be.

Keep smiling!!!

Kathryn Knoll said...

Make this the year that you focus only on gratitude for the miracles you have. It is a miracle you are with us and I am grateful and will add my gratitude to yours. Let's start a gratitude revolution! Hugs, Sr. K

A bird in the hand said...

Much love to you.
xoxo

Tracy said...

Let us know how the check-up goes. It's understandable that you would be apprehensive. Sending positive energy of health & happiness your way!

{{Hugs}}

Cat said...

Oh, good luck with that, they have called me back for a second look this Monday myself.

tinker said...

Hope all goes well, Robyn.
Enjoy your time in your Gypsy Caravan - rest, relax and rejuvenate. Sending love and light your way~XOXO

linda may said...

G'Day,
All the best for Friday.
Love Linda.

linda may said...

Robyn, how do I find Daisy's blog, I am curious and would love to read some of it.

smilnsigh said...

Sending gentle hugs, on Sunday...

Mari-Nanci
'Smilnsigh' blog

Kim said...

Hi Robyn, sorry I've not visited for a while, but I've been up to my neck in planting and preparing for the growing season.

Good luck for Friday, I'll be keeping everything crossed for you.

Take care

Kim x

solsticedreamer said...

i hope you had a great time at you little gypsy home and my thoughts, as ever are with you
xoxo