Hi Dear Robyn,
I have been worrying about you a lot over the weekend, and decided to let you be, but if I hadn't heard by midnight tonight [Tuesday] I would get in touch and bombard you with emails!!!
Do you want my opinion, truthfully, at the moment you are like a new born baby, helpless, naked, not even sure where nourishment comes from. From this you will grow over the weeks and months to come into a more settled person, perhaps, you will be slightly different, maybe more reflective, slightly quieter, not depressed.
You have been on one hell of a life roller coaster and have reached the end of this ride, for two reasons. First you have found your ancestors, that is so grounding, everyone needs to know some links of their distint chain, I faithfully believe that. You know the sort of stock and type of people they were, wonderful salt of the earth types. You will now be aware of them in your mind and in your life helping you in a genetic memory kind of way. The second reason is your age, you can now grow into a Goddess. This is what happened to me. Menopause, wasn't as bad as some people say except for my moods, raging tempers, and anxieties. Physical problems were low but emotional ones vast. I never took HRT or anything but just did it all naturally.
Over the past year, everything has started to feel different, and I am beginning to love it, I have a large capacity for wanting to learn all sorts of mysterious things, I am much more in tune with psychic phenomena, also very small things content me, my garden, just sitting listening to birds. WELCOME TO THE CLUB. I have never talked about it because the other person has to achieve it themselves, it happens in its own time and won' t be hurried.
From now on you can learn everything again from you Goddess perspective. Just relax and enjoy. Love and Hugs *daisy* xx
This is exactly what has happened to me... I am feeling different, content and I am loving it.....she was so wise and her letters really did help me alot, they still do and I was blessed to have her in my life for even such a short time... but you know.... at last..I have come to realize that I am still being blessed every day by the friendships that I have now... I am blessed by living a fortunate life ... and I am blessed for being ME.